Buluh Terkulai

Watch "Everytime - Britney Spears" on YouTube

Untuk apa mempertahankan buluh yang terkulai.
Serapuh kenangan yang tak pernah nyata, ditiupkan angin, ia pun lenyap.

Untuk apa dipertahankan, jika ia ingin pergi?
Tetap tinggal pun, jiwanya melemah.
Karena hatinya tak pernah ada.

One Minute

For that one minute....
There's that one minute in the morning
Just when i open my eyes for the first time
I forgot where i was n where were we
Even in that one minute i forgot there were us
In that one minute i was whole
And then that one minute fades...
Memories rushing back like a flood
Entering every empty space in my mind
And all those feelings surge, tearing my heart
How i wished that one minute could last forever...

(I recently learned that my 'one minute' moment is called jamais vu, thanks to my friend Kudo:-) )

LELAH

Terlalu lelah untuk berlagak kuat
Terlalu lelah untuk memperjuangkanmu
Pada akhirnya kau juga meninggalkanku

Terlalu lelah untuk menahanmu
Terlalu lelah untuk meyakinkanmu
Pada akhirnya kau akan menghilang

Terlalu lelah untuk mencintamu
Terlalu lelah terus merindumu
Pada akhirnya kau berpaling

Little Town

Little town with heavy rain
Little me with big dreams
I used to fit in you, little town
And my dream was you
Now, little town
Your rain is getting heavier
It was never keeping me from walking before
But now, little town
I stay as i watch your rain pouring
Cause nothing waiting for me outside
Nothing that can make these feet going
I used to dance with the rain
But now, i can never hear u calling me
Little town still little as i can remember
Somehow i outgrew you and now i am lost

Maybe

Maybe you feel that you had no right to keep me staying, when i feel like you should
Maybe i have no right to make you stay, when you were leaving
Maybe i feel like you are loosening your grip, when i wished that you hold me tighter
Maybe i am the one who is keeping you away, though i said i miss you
Maybe you insisted you are still the same, when i feel like you are a stranger to me
Maybe you have fallen for me, when i know i have
Maybe i am not falling for you, though i am miserable losing you
Maybe we were never exist and this was just a dream
Maybe...maybe..

Conversation

Hi, me
It's been awhile
Lately you don't smile so often as i used to see you
Where have you been, since i don't see you quite some time
You don't need them when you have me
We had each other, and we were fine
You didn't cry back then, and you surely gave them hell
And now, i miss you
Face them with every last bit of your strength
Fight them till the last of your breath
That is you that i know
Well, i'm still here
In the deepest of your existence, and waiting

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kau dan lagu itu, ...!

Sofie Luisa

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